sarraheliza

2012-05-16

Find out…

What makes you who you are. Then you can move on.

Out of my body. It was wonderful, every time is wonderful. Life is beautiful and colorful there, more colorful than it could be anywhere else. Since this I have realized how close I am to an amazing life with those who care. It feels good to have a person who can be so close to me but every day is new and changing. Kind gestures truly mean more than any thoughtful word could. Life is beautiful here. Out of my body. It is wonderful every time. With you.

2012-04-02

Falling….

So hard. I don’t want this feeling to ever end .

2012-03-25

really thought…

the past year of my life was a wonderful experience until it ended.

Now I have noticed that when someone really truly cares about you and how you feel they really will do anything for you. There is so much truth in what everyone said, we were never good for each other. I am so happy, so amazingly happy, that I have a wonderful partner after all of the hurt. Someone who can see themselves with me, and it works perfectly and beautifully without fight. Two puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together, there is no more trying to fit the square into the circle.

< 3 satisfied on a level I could have never imagined.

2012-02-22

i never said it wasn’t my fault….

it’s just yours too. Maybe it has been my fault all along. Maybe I messed it up from the beginning. For this I am sorry, but where did it go wrong? From the beginning, or just from now? If I knew then what I know now, i would have never doubted never feigned. What we had in the beginning was amazing and everyone loses themselves in the process, but I never thought we would get this lost, so far from the beaten path.

Remember when we used to laugh at each other, drive around your neighborhood at night, have sleepovers, watch movies on the living room couch together, and get snowed in… just us?

I guess not…